Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Incorrigible

It is hard for me to just .. shift you around in my head as fast as you shifted your position from free woman to slave.

"Did you think of me sexually before I submitted to you?"

Fuck

Of course I did. But there is a line in my head. A line a man knows not to cross. I try not to think of every woman I see in a sexual manner .. it is there ... just under the surface but I try hard to control it.

"Really? I don't understand why you would try to squelch it."

Are you serious? I can not run to the fires and have sex with Arigh .. or Tarra ... or Cana ... or Jaella ... or Silken. They are free women. And some of them even belong to other men. There is a line. Do you see?

"But you knew how I felt. How does that factor in?"

I knew what you told me .. it was not something I believed in completely.

"It is funny to me how .. it makes better sense to me now."

I am still working it over in my head myself.

"Then I am not so far behind you."

Ahead I think.

"Doesn't feel like it ..."

I am rather good at making slaves feel worthless ... because they are. And I have no problem telling them so.

"Is that what this is? Feeling worthless? I would swear I feel so special and good .. I'm walking in tall grass."

ah hell.

We were getting into that shadowed area again and I tugged it right back with a tied off end to the conversation. I should have just fucked her .. it would have been easier than this.

You are incorrigible T'zuri.

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